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[Sunday May 31 2009 8:29 am]
[ music | scars remain- disciple ]

i haven't been posting in LJ much because i really haven't had anything to complain about.
i finished up my first year of college at MBU and i really like in out there, and am planning on staying in St. Louis over the summer next year. I have a beautiful girlfriend who i met out there, i love my job out there (i work at a preschool). i am just really excited to go back. don't get me wrong i do love california, my friends and family that live out here.


so yeah this might be my last trip to california for another year or so.

1 floats awayfloat away on a cloud

[Thursday December 25 2008 7:19 pm]
[ music | God rest ye merry gentlemen - Ronnie James Dio ]

As usual, i've eaten myself sick.

i got some awesome socks, and a lint roller.

now imma go to bed. merry christmas y'all.

on a cloud

URGENT [Thursday December 18 2008 1:37 pm]
my sister needs a makeup artist for her wedding

her wedding is januardy third (a saturday)

it would be before noon, and for 6-8 people.

if you would be willing to help, or know someone who can do this please let me know
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[Tuesday December 16 2008 6:38 pm]
why is every webcomic on earth talking about the origin of life?

i have a big problem with the common idea of creationism being wacked.

the entire scientific community and higher academia pretty much exiles anyone proposing a possibility of intelligent design.

there are cases of scientists being black listed for hinting towards ID in their research, even as a possibility.

since we are able to count time in units, that would hint there was a beginning point, a thing where time started. so there, the universe came into existence somehow.

every scientist describing the big bang theory literally has to resort to a giant incident that made all of those molecules connect at that one moment, and created a scientifically perfectly proportioned universe.


if the world was any bigger the rotation would make weather uninhabitable for life, and same for if the world was smaller.

many scientists concede the notion that the chances of the creation of the universe and how basic life works happening by chance is astronomically unlikely and logically impossible.

Even Charles Darwin felt, and later wrote, that if his theory was correct that life would be terrible and not worth living.


despite my christian upbringing, i feel that the silencing of a valid belief and theory as to the origin of life is wrong. im not suggesting that the Judeo-christian God created everything (even tho that is what i believe), im saying that the idea that the universe was a Causation and not simply random events.



once the idea of causation in creation is forfeited, the idea of stability within the universe is then forfeit, because if there was no ultimate order when putting together, what prohibits more random accumulations and creations to occur?
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[Tuesday December 16 2008 12:44 pm]
"The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well let's see."

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicise those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)


1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2.The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4. Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen
36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73.The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
1 floats awayfloat away on a cloud

[Sunday December 14 2008 7:59 pm]
[ music | kanye west- champion ]

everyone is pissed off at me.

shouldn't have came home.

on a cloud

[Friday December 12 2008 12:00 am]
[ music | aesop rock- tomorrow morning ]

i don't like the person i was, and the person i want to be isn't working to hot

i can't even be myself (the one i want to be) because that seems to piss off people even more.

i can move back to the west coast and be a dick.

i can stay out here and try and start over.


both have advantages. both would leave me alone in the end.

my sheer state of uncertainty is enough to drive even the closest of friends away.

on a cloud

[Friday December 5 2008 8:14 am]
x-mas list 2008

tshirts

sweatshirt

accessories
on a cloud

[Monday November 24 2008 9:29 am]
[ music | atmosphere- say shh ]

woo! blawgs!


alright imma fly home tommorrow and get there at about 9-10 pm

maybe i can swing by moreau on wednesday.


thnxgvn which im as juiced for becuase i havent had a really good meal in idk how long.

maybe see me some cupcake and BBMC and who ever wants to drop by the house.


so as the semester closes, im thinking of being an RA for the dorms next year. it'll cover $6,000 of tuition and i can pay off little parts with jobs around the campus.
i also need to ace my next semester so i can maintain academic scholarship. so if those work out im essentially getting a free ride. minus books and what not.


on matters of current affairs.

congrats to president elect obama.

so far his plans to create jobs in his term is making me happy.

and his plans for expanding education (especially in preschools) are things i can agree with.

hopefully by then ill be a teacher and some of those benefits will off set tax increases.

i just hope the republican party can admit defeat and try and work towards a middle ground instead of crying and giving up.

there are a lot of moderate dems in the house that would be willing to work on a moderate bill and deal with pork barreling.



its almost snowing, i like it.

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the revolution will not be televised [Monday October 20 2008 10:18 pm]
the reason Obama is dealing with all these attack ads (not that its cool)


is that since he's a newcomer to the national scale and media, all of his past questionable doings need to be explained for.

McCain had the keating five incident, where he and other senators received 1.3 million dollars towards campaigns to allow crappy deals to be passed. that was several years ago, and both parties believe that McCain has done a good job apologizing and explaining himself.
he admitted to being wrong.

thats not good but he explained himself.

obama basically told everyone that those questionable relationships " he doesn't agree with their politics"


which doesnt explain why he spent 20 years listening Jeremiah wright or several years on a council with an unrepentant william ayers.

if he honestly disagreed with these people, why did he spend so much time under their council.

a simple" i dont agree with thier politics" doesnt give the public enough of an answer.
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political updates! [Wednesday October 1 2008 10:11 pm]
okay so the VP debate is going to be moderated by a woman who has been documented by both colleagues and other critics as to have a bias against sarah palin.


she has been known to be "snippy" with canidates she doesnt agree with (Dick Cheney in 04)

and is writing a book about the era of barack obama. (set ot be released on inauguration day)

http://www.wnd.com/index.php?fa=PAGE.view&pageId=76645


and i found an interview between john McCain and a gay news group called the washington blade.
which is an group that keeps the political tabs of the LGBT movement.

http://washblade.com/thelatest/thelatest.cfm?blog_id=21367


my respect for McCain just sky rocketed after reading this interview.

he handled it much like i want more republicans to.

hes been getting flack for not being the staunch conservative people want.
hes a dynamic conservative which is what we need.

i think everyone should read those two articles.
along with more at www.drudgereport.com
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economics [Thursday September 25 2008 8:21 am]
[ music | the trees - Rush ]

so the giant $700 billion buyout that the government is constructing to save our shitstorm of an economy is pissing me off



as well as almost every american that kindof pays attention.


BUT
this isnt new


taking taxpayers money and throwing at problems in america isnt new



adn the only reason is it now is cuz its tryign to save big corporations.


when ever the government feels like it knows whats best to do with the tax payers money
that pisses me off.

welcome to an age of stagflation

and if we dont post some serious legislation to be able to fix how the flow of money is handled
instead of throwing more money away IT WILL NOT GET BETTER



dont look back at the great depression for help
that was an entirly different situation

look back to the late 70's for help
and the use of Reaganomics to make the 80's one of the most prosperous decades in america.

i dont know a whole bunch about housing markets adn stuff

but i do know that the same people that are pissed of that the government is using tax payers money to save this crisis


are the same people that are going to vote in a person who will do the same thing with every other problem.






get at me.

on a cloud

che guevara is on t-shirts [Sunday August 24 2008 9:51 am]
[ music | the revolution will not be televised. ]

first of all im not a revolutionary.
im not militant.

i just like politically charged debate, music and art.

these next 4 years depending. could be the the crucial moment
in how the post-cold war kids will leave this world.

i sense a second wave of hardcore punk emerging, but the only problem is kids cant let the first one die in peace. instead of dragging it out and using it as a fashion and a bad excuse to be immature. instead of standing for something and fighting, its become frivolous.

im not a punk rocker.

but i have been an avid supported of reform. (watered down revolution)

senseless uninformed protesting pours salt into the wounds.
holier than thou spouting and shit kicking during election times allows for a lack of cooperation in the highest forms of power in the nation. ( the people)


if we spent more time focusing and educating ourselves, we'd understand how both candidates are drifting towards the same platform. ( i back in 06 read an article about a hopeful mccain obama platform) would have been cool.


yes barrack obama will keep forces in the middle east.
mccain will have government programs helping fight global warning (dont get me started)

i just want the party names to be dropped for a second, value each candidate on their stance and plans on the issues, their history in office and make a valid decision on who you honestly feel is better suit for the job of commander and chief.



im not a republican, im not a democrat.
im not an anarchist, im not a communist.

i want to be able to work to support myself and my family.



but in the future, if the equation is right.
and a new dawn of a punk era ( similar to the early 80's)

then i will have no problem jumping on board.


but to let u know the person who you'll be fighting against
wont be who u think it is.

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road to missouri (day 4) [Wednesday August 13 2008 12:26 pm]
[ music | FOTC, rush, PBwofl ]

I AM HERE!
newton KS to STL missouri = 430 miles

total about 2200 miles

i saw tropic thunderrrrrrr



HILARIOUS


but yea. so u guys can write me letters and such

wait nvm i move in to the dorms friday

soo then.

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road to missouri (day 3) [Monday August 11 2008 10:12 pm]
[ music | atmosphere, moody blues, garrison keiller ]

gallup, NM to newton, KS = 755 miles



today was rediculous. my dad and i got up at 530, on the road at 615

i drove for 300 miles (approx 6 hours)


we clocked in a 13 hour drive. through new mexico, texas, oklahoma,and kansas.

tomorrow we're going to get into STL

and we're going to see the Eisenhower and Truman museums in Abilene KS and Independence MO respectivly

on a cloud

road to missouri (day 2) [Sunday August 10 2008 9:11 pm]
[ music | pink floyd, flobots, stephen lynch ]

las vegas, NV to gallup, NM = 440 miles

alrighty i got to drive 100+ miles today thru arizona on our way to new mexico

i got to see the hooverdam and the meteor crater which were epic beyond belief


ill eventually have pictures up from everywhere i went.


my road trip diet as of right now consists of beef jerky and sunflower seeds (ranch to be specific)
its delicious.


imma get off because tomorrow we're gunna get a 12 hr day of driving from gallup new mexico to cheney or possibly newton kansas which is like 600+ miles away

on a cloud

road to missouri (day 1) [Saturday August 9 2008 7:34 pm]
[ music | dragonforce moody blues garrison keiller ]

hayward CA to las vegas NV = 550 miles


alrighty so were one day in on my dad and I's road trip to college
and i messed up badly


i was on my computer ( my dad has an wireless card for when he's traveling)
and we wanted to book a motel room early in the day so i went to the best western page found a place by the strip and booked a non smoking 2 queen bed room.




for 2 weeks from tonight -_-;;


so yea we ended up with a smoking room which is alright. its not that bad

but just more of a hassle that we could have avoided have i paid more attention.


we'll me and my dad are gunna go ride roller coasters and eat cheap buffet food.


ill try and keep this updated after every day of driving.

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attention customers. [Saturday July 12 2008 10:21 am]
[ music | reel big fish- the new version of you ]

If there's one thing I'd like to do
It's kill the new version of you


that is all.

got less than a month left in my cali life.
enjoy me while u can.

on a cloud

[Thursday March 13 2008 9:26 pm]
i miss when i had free time
on a cloud

[Monday March 3 2008 11:27 am]
[ music | aesop rock - no regrets ]

i hate san fransiscan roads. i spend seriously 45 min (just in SF)to get to a place that should have taken 35 minutes to get from hayward to there.



fuck mapquest.

on a cloud

[Sunday March 2 2008 2:11 pm]
[ music | sammy hagar- the girl gets around ]

okay so with 10 weeks left in my high school career i am getting 1 b, 2 b+'s and 1 a

which is good but i kinda want those two b+'s to shift.

i'm currently writing a persuasive essay about the dangers of ethanol and the benefits of using fuel cells (nitrogen).

i finished the sun also rises by Earnest Hemingway and finally (after promising my gf) i'm going to read Native Son.

i'm currently working on Footloose at ICT, as Chuck Cranston. shows are April 10-19 i believe.

i've decided that i'm not going to do 42nd street for starstruck so i can get a job.

so much crap i have going -_-;; thank goodness for my really easy school schedual.

on a cloud

i hate working out [Tuesday February 26 2008 10:14 pm]
[ music | it's like that - run dmc ]

:/ but according to my physical today im almost medically overweight.

so im starting to work out more. and im trying to eat healthier also.

wish me luck

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[Wednesday February 20 2008 8:24 pm]
[ music | no regrets- aesop rock ]

why anybody deals with my stupid egotistical shit is completely beyond me.
i have a beautiful amazing loving girl, and i go and hurt her.
what is wrong with me?


on a lighter note i got a scholarship for MBU for 9,500. i got 1,500 for having a relative being there and another like 500 for going to a catholic school

so now it went from like 23,000 to 11,000 or so. which is not bad for an out of state private school.


once i move away and entirely new set of problems will land across my shoulders.

on a cloud

[Tuesday January 8 2008 2:01 am]
[ music | neon blonde- cheeries in slow motion ]

i cut my hair, and dyed it, and got new glasses

im actually proud of how i look.

imma be back in cali tomorrow night

ive been in st louis missouri for the bast couple of days with my sister and my bro in law


i checkewd out the missouri baptist campus adn talked to admissions people and turned in a scholarsihp essay. im juiced i think im ready to leave.

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sooo i basically [Monday December 17 2007 8:18 pm]
got accepted to Missouri baptist university

im ranked 29th out of 580 applicants

and im eligible for thier trustee scholarship which is either 9,500 or full tuition.

but they havent sent me a letter of acceptance yet -_-;;
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